There is one area of my life and my rebirth as an individual I either just attract or as is often the case I feed into. Probably more the latter the more i learn about myself because i control the exchange and what is given and I know this but it is the single area I still have not overcome at times.
To put it simply without details or analysis: I must be the best emotional substitute boyfriend in the world. I attract this situation in my life way too often and it is an endless cycle of me giving and being taken until I am dry. It is up to me to look to myself rather than my old ways of putting others first which is hard because I love helping others and having them KNOW I am genuine but I deserve genuine in return.
Time to take out the trash.
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